Wednesday, 12 November 2014


Now we're done with Hallowe'en, I thought I'd do a little life update..

I stated on the 27th September that I would take a break from blogging due to upsetting news. It is now nearly two months since I found out the terrible news of Keilan's death. He has featured on many of my blog posts, a great help with photography, and generally the best person to be around. 

I would love him to be remembered as a great, happy, bubbly person. You can watch him on YouTube: IAmKeilan

There's a lot I never got to say to Key, but he inspires me every day to try and be the best me I can be. He told me once that "It's easy to be nice, just be nice".
His popularity and presence astounded me, at gigs, at uni, at parties and get together's among many more.

I met Keilan on the 22nd September 2012. He had never had a girl 'fangirl' over his name before. The first question I asked was 'are you Irish?!' This went into the spiel of his name. Everyone knows this story, he was an amazing story teller. We then bonded immediately over Nerfighteria and other random bits and bobs. 

Keilan spent the night holding my hand, not letting go until he had to leave for work. This may have added up to a total of six hours. That's just the kind of guy he was.
Now, my birthday will be bittersweet, remembering meeting me, and remembering having to say goodbye. 

I could talk about anything with him, whether that be Doctor Who, our current music tastes, how we felt and how we were feeling. He could make me happy by singing, and changing up the lyrics to the song Laura Marling by Beans on Toast.

There is never enough words, I think of more every day. As a marginal tribute, Doctor Who quotes always seem to suit us: 
'It's sad when it's over. I'll always be here. But this is when we talked. And now, even that has come to an end. There's something I didn't get to say to you.'

Tomorrow will bring new thoughts and new words, but this is fitting for my beautiful boy. 

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